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How Could You (ft. Myrts Son)

by J-Zen

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Dedicated to all mothers and our loved ones

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I be thinking cause I’m healing
I can’t say I miss you
I get that pride shit from you
Cant hold it against you
I write this song feeling salty in a way
Cuz
You raised me top notch
I still miss you in my days
Like
How you ain’t here to see your son do his thing
And I’m becoming every single thing that we believed
I’m a awesome ass father
And a incredible husband
I was a liar back then
But don’t be lying about nothing
Especially the pain from your absence
That be nudging
All of my blessings cause I’m hoping that you coming
Back to celebrate with me
or tell me that you love me
Cant enjoy my wins cause I’m still missing something
Mixed emotions every single time I shed a tear
I know your spirit with me but I’m mad you ain’t here
I’m sad you can’t see the kids smiling ear to ear
can’t escape death but i still wish you was here


Before i had any fans it was you
Bumping all my music asking me for that new
So you can go and play all my tunes for your crew
So every time I’m in the booth
I’m thinking about you
The excitement that you showed
Made me feel I was dope
Now I’m oozing with the confidence
That I could never show
They say you make in this world all
Because of who you know
So tell how I feel while We out here killing shows
I can’t see you in the crowd
or call and tell you how it went
These bittersweet feelings they be having
Me all bent
Heard in 80 countries but can’t be played in your crib
I’m pulled left and right
I don’t be knowing how to feel
I don’t be knowing how to celebrate
Don’t know when I can celebrate
People say I’m killing shit
And I don’t be knowing to know to say
People say they proud of me
I try my hardest to relate
Not having you here bruh has showed me how to win with grace

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released May 20, 2022
Produced and mixed by J-Zen
Written by Myrts Son
Mastered by Christian Obermayer at Strype Audio
Artwork by Tom Nelson

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